Chapter 17
DAMIEN.
My heart hammered in my chest, fear running up my spine at the thought of being caught. It wasn’t like any of them could do anything to me but this was something about secrets that even I couldn’t escape.
“You saw us?” I asked, making sure that I didn’t stammer.
“Yes, I saw you two in the barside in the living room.” He answered. Relief flooded through me, and the tension vanished instantly as well
“Okay?” I asked wondering what he wanted to tell me about that
“Actually, I hurt Cassie.”
‘I knew it. I will kill this bastard right here and now… Titus was going to leap forward and grab Jeremy but Jeremy added.
“We had a misunderstanding yesterday. I was wrong though.” He sighed, his guilt rolling off him. I waited for hirm to explain. Titus pressing tightly on the back of my skin waiting for him to speak.
“Go on.”
“Cassie told me before we started dating about her wish to keep her virginity. I agreed and never touched her prior but last night, I kissed and caressed her in an unhealthy way. She fled and asked for a breakup. With anger, I compared her with other cheap girls. I’m so upset with myself because I knew what I stood for as she had told me before that she wanted to wait for marriage.” He explained, sighing sadly.
His sadness didn’t concern me. I didn’t give two pennies about that. It was the words he had said. Did he just say Cassie was a virgin? Perhaps I heard him wrong
“What did you say about Cassie?” I asked, giving him a hundred percent of my ears.
“Cassie is a virgin and she is waiting until marriage. I fucked up when I told her I could go to other girls.” He sighed again.
I clenched my fist after, staring at me while my heart tightened. Why did she lie to me? Goodness, why did she say she and Jeremy have had sex before? Why didn’t she tell me she was a virgin? And why was I feeling excitement growing in my belly? Why was I happy that I was the first man to ever fuck her?
“How do you think I can make it better? I miss her and I want her back in my life. I also don’t want her to think that I am a creep.” He raised his dark eyes innocently, the aura leaving him proved he was just that. Innocent.
“You are the creep, Damien‘ My wolf yelled.
I ignored him even though he was right. I had said those mean words to Cassie after taking her virginity. Goodness, she kept her virginity for her mate. For me. Yet, I tuned out to be a scumbag. I didn’t deserve her at all.
“Shut the hell up, she is our mate. The moon goddess paired us together for a reason?
He was right but, I knew deep down that she was too good for someone like me who couldn’t even wait for her. Now that I took her virginity, I didn’t know how to feel about it. I wasn’t deserving of it, she should have told me the truth and sent me off, I wasn’t blarning her though. She was so tight and sweet. Also she experienced immense pain. How could I believe that she wasn’t virgin? I messed up!
asked
“What do you think I should do Alpha? Jetting my attention back to him. I was lost in thought with Titus. I had forgotten Jeremy asked me for advice. I saw in his eyes that he really cared about his relationship with Cassie. He deserved her. I wished he had taken her virginity instead of me.
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‘Stop playing victim Damien, you just don’t want to feel guilty!
Titus was right. He was angry but he was somewhat right.
I didn’t say this for you to admit I am right, go and apologize to our mate and do the right thing!”
“Jeremy, get her her best flowers and apologize to her sincerely. Don’t do too much, just make your feelings clear, buddy.” I stood and tapped his shoulder. He bowed his head slightly like a son would to his father. I left him.
“Go to Cassie right now!
“I will. I just have to see my beta first.”
CASSIE
The next day, every part of me was sour but I liked it. I wanted thore even but I knew I couldn’t get it. Damien was so good in bed, he fucked me like it was the last time he would have sex on this earth. I didn’t prolong the imagination in my head because Damien wasn’t mine. He had told me clearly yesterday that he was for my mother and I was nothing to him.
To even think his wolf hade him come to me. That was enough to make me give up on him.
“Give up?” Dana asked but I said nothing.
You can’t give up on him.” it felt like she was going to sob. She whimpered in the back of my head.
His not like I want to give up on him. He made it clear that he didn’t want to have anything to do with us. Do you want me to beg him?”
No, but you can give him time. I think he needs time to think about the entire thing‘
Dana was obviously delirious. She didn’t know what she was saying. She didn’t even understand what self–pride meant. Damien made it clear and I,was going to stick with that. Two weeks after I would be leaving for college and I was going to convince Mom to let me go
I had just the perfect idea!
‘No, we can’t leave Damien. We can’t leave our mate! I allowed her to speak but I ignored every word that came out of her
mouth.
When I opened the door, I saw Jeremy on the other end preparing to knock. He was holding rose flowers, the kind that I loved. He stretched it to me and I collected them, sniffing them and being engulfed by a delicious scent. I loved it. Jeremy knew what I loved. I gazed at me and he stared back with an apologetic look.
“I am sorry, I shouldn’t have said all that I did that day. I should have been careful and easy with you.” He paused, beholding
my gaze.
Tears were already burning the back of my eyes. I was aware that I was in the wrong. I said words I shouldn’t have and I was upset because Damien allowed him to stay. He didn’t do anything wrong yet he was apologising, Jeremy was such a good man and he deserved better. I even lost my virginity to Damien That ungrateful man.
That ungrateful man is our mate!”
“Jeremy, it is fine.” I stretched my hands and he came in for a hug.
After hugging me, he held my hand and beheld me with a sweet gaze.
Should we go for sightseeing? I am going for pack training but can take you around before then.”
“Oh, I have to see my mom for something very important.” I signed.
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“It is fine. We can do that later, I love you.” He kissed my forche
before leaving. After, I headed to Mom’s room. I was
about to knock when her voice came through the slightly opened door.
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“I promise you, this mission will not be delayed like the last time Give me some time to gain access to his wealth and then we will take the next action.”
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