Chapter 108
The dream.
The dream I had woken up from seconds before.
Another fucking dream.
This was the seventh dream I had, except it had gotten a lot further this time.
ream in which I was shamelessly glued onto Raizel. A dream where I had been so bold to actually grind against him. A blush makes its ways to my face when I recall the scenarios playing in my head. The things said, the things done. Whether it was my inner desires or just the Raizel Effect, I wasn’t so sure. But one thing I was sure of, was that I needed to get an underwear change. I could still feel his hands on me, his tongue, his lips, his breath– everything.
It felt so real.
Like he was truly there holding me and pleasuring me. Like we had indulged in each other in the most intimate of ways. I shake my head from that daze and nearly scoff at my thoughts.
Truly, I needed to get laid-
“Must’ve been a nice dream.”
My eyes widen, my body frozen still when his voice penetrates the silence of the room. It was only now that I smelt him. His intoxicating scent of musk and cologne. I swallow, wetting my bottom lip with the tip of my tongue as I turn in my chair. My eyes fall onto him standing at the door, his back pressed on the wood and his hands jammed into his dress pockets.
The black dress shirt unbuttoned and neatly tucked into his pants.But I don’t have time to continue surveying him. He breaks the tension once again with his cutting words.
“Do elaborate what you meant by ‘Please, Raizel‘.”
He smiles when my face reddens.
“And in full detail, of course.”
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I shot out of my seat reflexively, staring at him with widened eyes. My heart pounds loud against my chest from excitement. The urge to smile at the sight of him was overwhelming but I hound it down. I don’t want to look so keen in being around him. He’d probably think I was desperate or something. I’m almost convinced I’m still dreaming. How coincidental would it be for the man in the center of my dreams to stand right in front of me seconds after having one? If not for the hard thumping against my rib cage, I’d have no doubt that I was hallucinating.
Adrenaline pumps through my veins at the sight of him. The thudding almost hurts but I’m too distracted to take notice or care. Any remaining sensical thoughts in my mind thrown out the window. His words, however, resonate as I looked at him. I couldn’t look away. I felt compelled not to.
Disbelief, shock, surprise and a hint of giddiness ruptures from my stomach. All of a sudden, I’m too aware of everything going on. I’m aware of him.
Raizel stands still in all his glory. The dim light illuminating his face, almost has me slipping from the situation we were in. His sudden appearance serving as a distraction from my unanswered questions. I ignore the stiffness of my own body, not even
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when almost stumbled from shooting out of my seat. My hands that I hadn’t noticed clutching onto the wood, tighten around
the chair.
I couldn’t control my expressions. No matter how much I reminded myself to remain composed. From my eyes being as wide as saucers to my mouth parting stupidly, I look every bit of surprised. I’m worried he notices the glee underneath my stiffness.
Raizel sports a knowing grin, waiting patiently as he takes even breaths in. He keeps his stance lazy, watching me with unbothered eyes when he draws his arms onto his chest. He folds his arms, his gaze never straying from me and that confident smile still plastered on his face. His alleviating aura affects mine. The initial panic in my being dissipates into thin
air.
What are you doing here?”
I ask breathlessly, still completely bewildered by the fact he was standing here with me. It takes all of my self control not to inhale the addicting scent he gives off. He imprints himself into my space without even trying to. Soon, everything will remind me of him. At this rate, it’s already starting.
The idea isn’t so bad.
It’s actually pretty welcoming.
My wolf who’d been stricken with irritation, calms instantly in his presence. She sighs out with a satisfied wag of her tail.
She didn’t really care for how or even why he was here, but just the fact that he was. She was perfectly content and ecstatic at having him this close to us. Confused but silently pleased by the fact.
What an utter mess.
“Williams and I had a meeting when he told me he was coming for a visit.”
Raizel pushes himself off the door effortlessly. His thick arms slide to his sides when he moves closer. Again, my breathing starts to quicken.
He strides around the room, looking intently at the photos on the wall. Most of which, were Meredith’s from her time as Alpha and left untouched, excluding one or two and the most recent one. A framed photo of me, Isaac, Noah and Meredith hung at the center of the wall. It was of when I first took the role of Alpha and formed my blood oath’s with Isaac and Noah.
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when almost stumbled from shooting out of my seat. My hands that I hadn’t noticed clutching onto the wood, tighten around
the chair.
I couldn’t control my expressions. No matter how much I reminded myself to remain composed. From my eyes being as wide as saucers to my mouth parting stupidly, I look every bit of surprised. I’m worried he notices the glee underneath my stiffness.
Raizel sports a knowing grin, waiting patiently as he takes even breaths in. He keeps his stance lazy, watching me with unbothered eyes when he draws his arms onto his chest. He folds his arms, his gaze never straying from me and that confident smile still plastered on his face. His alleviating aura affects mine. The initial panic in my being dissipates into thin
air.
“What are you doing here?”
-I ask breathlessly, still completely bewildered by the fact he was standing here with me. It takes all of my self control not to
inhale the addicting scent he gives off. He imprints himself into my space without even trying to. Soon, everything will remind me of him. At this rate, it’s already starting.
The idea isn’t so bad.
It’s actually pretty welcoming.
My wolf who’d been stricken with irritation, calms instantly in his presence. She sighs out with a satisfied wag of her tail.
She didn’t really care for how or even why he was here, but just the fact that he was. She was perfectly content and ecstatic at having him this close to us. Confused but silently pleased by the fact.
What an utter mess.
“Williams and I had a meeting when he told me he was coming for a visit.”
Raizel pushes himself off the door effortlessly. His thick arms slide to his sides when he moves closer. Again, my breathing starts to quicken.
He strides around the room, looking intently at the photos on the wall. Most of which, were Meredith’s from her time as Alpha and left untouched, excluding one or two and the most recent one. A framed photo of me, Isaac, Noah and Meredith hung at the center of the wall. It was of when I first took the role of Alpha and formed my blood oath’s with Isaac and Noah.
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